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Friday, March 26, 2010

'You don't know how it feels to have it all taken away from you… All done by the same person who loved you… And you had learned to love…'

Like the prodigal son, I was out on my own.
6:50 PM

Monday, March 15, 2010

The child runs, but they pursue.
In that split second, his mind wished for nothing but a sick, twisted penance. One terrifying enough to rid his chaotic mind of its bitter fear.

;is there no salvation for a child forsaken by life's false pity...?

Like the prodigal son, I was out on my own.
10:27 AM

Doubt. This world is so grey it hurts to breathe.

Like the prodigal son, I was out on my own.
10:24 AM

Friday, March 12, 2010

When my feet bring me back to the place I once stood, I can't promise that I'll be the same.

;but I won't say sorry this time, because it's your fault.

Like the prodigal son, I was out on my own.
10:37 PM

Thursday, March 11, 2010

I just don't want to lose you. Can you understand that?

Like the prodigal son, I was out on my own.
9:27 PM

Let go, please.

Like the prodigal son, I was out on my own.
9:23 PM

When someone hugs you out of anger, it tends to cut the most. How does it feel, when he tells you you've done the worst thing you could ever do, and he says 'I hate you.' The best thing, lashes back at you when you least think it will.

Like the prodigal son, I was out on my own.
8:03 PM

"It may not make sense to you, you with your perfect God, with his perfect love, and his all knowing plan, but it makes sense to me. I never asked for what I received. Faith like a child leads to nothing but an eternity of servitude, and this world, this foul thing was supposed to be—" He stopped, realizing how insane he must have sounded. His eyes fell at once to the floor and his hands pulled back from the wood of the desk, settling into his lap for a moment. He sagged in on himself for a moment, shaking, before he could draw his head up and look at the person across from him with tears in his eyes.

Like the prodigal son, I was out on my own.
7:09 PM

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Two people, two sides, with the world in between. Will they survive?

Like the prodigal son, I was out on my own.
10:55 PM

Monday, March 8, 2010

And in that moment he had felt his world fall apart and break into pieces, like a jigsaw puzzle with no picture on it, or a jar with nothing in it to spill. It had felt like his heart was being ripped out of his chest without anesthetic, the blood had run out of his limbs to save him, horror that had shot through him had threatened to make everything else seem completely trivial.

Like the prodigal son, I was out on my own.
9:50 PM

Fingers interlace, they wish for time to freeze, but the world is not that kind.

Like the prodigal son, I was out on my own.
1:47 PM

Friday, March 5, 2010

Kotaiwa. Kotaiwa, kotaiwa, kotaiwa. I seem to be hearing it all over the place. I'm so sick of hearing it. We can't tell you because we don't have an answer. Asking the same question over again and again isn't helping.

;truthful- you're not helping.

Like the prodigal son, I was out on my own.
7:41 PM

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

I found him by a river, late in the evening, watching the sunset. I hadn't expected to find him there, really, just because it only suited him after his moments of sadistic insanity, and that hadn't happened for weeks. And yet he was there, watching the sunset, his feet dangling bare into the cool water. His face was not the carefree expression he made for passer-by's sake, it was not the indifferent mask he showed to people who annoyed him , it was not the picture of duty he painted for all he was told to obey. His face was not blank. Instead his face was sad and thoughtful, his lips turned down at the corners even as his eyes smiled at the fading orange light.

Yes, I had seen that expression a thousand times before, but never on his face. It was the face of a man looking back at a broken dream.

Like the prodigal son, I was out on my own.
7:23 PM

Monday, March 1, 2010

You are not, inherently, a liar.

You cling to truth, however volatile it may be, however damning it may be. The paradox is beautiful.

Lies destroyed you. Truth will build you up, and tear you down, and devour you.

That is your salvation.

That is your curse.

You bite your lip and smile, and the falsehood is honeysweet.

Isn't this just creepy...? Re-read it and I think it's freaky. If I read it in the middle of the night, I'd freak out completely.

Like the prodigal son, I was out on my own.
7:57 PM

The Exorcist

Give up; because nothing else goes on.
Continue trying; because everyone bleeds.
Maybe not as much as you do, but they do.
Move on; because there's noone left.
Stay behind; because there's noone left.
Make a choice, because I never had one.

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Agharta (アガルタ)
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Ayakashi: Samurai Horror Tales (怪)
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Darker Than Black
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Death Note
Denpa teki na Kanojo (電波的な彼女)
Detective Conan (名探偵コナン)
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Earl And Fairy (伯爵と妖精)
Fruits Basket
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Genyou no Meizu (幻妖の迷図)
Ghost Hunt
Gintama (銀魂)
Great Teacher Onizuka
Gun x Sword (ガン × ソード)
Half Prince
Hana To Akuma (花と悪魔)
Hakuoki -Shinsengumi Kitan- (薄桜鬼 -新選組奇譚-)
Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni (ひぐらしのなく頃に)
Hikaru No Go (ヒカルの碁)
Hitogatana
Hunter x Hunter
Inu No Ou (女王様の犬)
Inuyasha (犬夜叉)
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Kaze No Stigma (風のスティグマ)
Kobato. (こばと。)
Kure-nai (紅)
Kuroshitsuji (黒執事)
Kyou Kara Maou (今日からマ王！)
La Corda D Oro -Primo Passo- (金色のコルダ)
Leo Murder Case (１２人の優しい殺し屋)
Letter Bee
Miracle Train
Mobile Suit Gundam 00 (機動戦士ガンダム00（ダブルオー）)
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Naruto
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NG.Life
Nodame Cantabile
Noir
Ouran High School Host Club (桜蘭高校ホスト部)
Pandora Hearts
Prince of Tennis (テニスの王子様)
Reborn! (家庭教師ヒットマンREBORN!)
Reimei No Arcana (黎明のアルカナ)
Reservoir Chronicle- Tsubasa (ツバサ)
Rideback
Romeo x Juliet (ロミオ×ジュリエット)
Rurouni Kenshin (るろうに剣心)
S・A（スペシャル・エー）
Samurai Champloo
Samurai Deeper Kyo
Shinobi Life (シノビライフ)
Shonen Onmyouji (少年陰陽師)
Skip Beat (スキップ・ビート)
Soukou No Strain (奏光のストレイン)
Spice and Wolf (狼と香辛料)
Spiral
The Girl Who Leapt Through Time (時をかける少女)
The Law Of Ueki (うえきの法則)
The Vision of Escaflowne (天空のエスカフローネ)
Toradora!
Toshokan Sensou (図書館戦争)
True Tears
Uragiri Wa Boku No Namae O Shitteiru/Betrayal Knows My Name (裏切りは僕の名前を知っている)
Vampire Knight (ヴァンパイア騎士)
Wild Ones
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Laputa: Castle in the Sky (天空の城ラピュタ)
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Kiki's Delivery Service (魔女の宅急便)
Princess Mononoke (もののけ姫)
Spirited Away (千と千尋の神隠し)
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