Truthfully? This is the happiest I've ever made Rufus look. Yeah I know there's a lot of style change too. Rufus now has a dinosaur, a teddy bear. And his pet star and cloud are making more frequent appearances. And Rufus is finally beginning to eat...SWEET STUFF. But it's alright, it'll be okay. RUFUS HASN'T CHANGED.

P.S I'm eating chocolate and then I realised the heart one actually fit o.o

suffering from the effects of acsi winning (:






Okay, so the comments wouldn't stop coming in on and on about how I had stopped the Rufus series. Heyyyy I was busy, I couldnt find my best pencils so naturally I put Rufus on hiatus D<

Ohwell whatever. Yes I'm back to continuing the rufus series. I've done about 7 and yeah THESE ARE THE LATEST 2 8DDDDD





And this is how I know why some ruggers deserve respect :D



And nothing can make me happier. :DDDD Acsi was damn good. Saints put up a good game but acsi pwns all so yeah. They lost anyway. WHATEVER. The game was awesome. Josh and Rich were really asdfghjkl-ing great. So pro! Rich was totally pwn-ing the game!! Okay fine I know ri's ahemahem has scored 7 points in the previous match but WHATEVERRRR.

HAHA I AM SO INSANELY HAPPY. RI AND ACSI WILL MEET AGAIN. THE REAL PROS SHALL EMERGE. Acsi pwns all 8D











HAHA I SHALL DIRECT ALL WHO SEES MY BLOG TO THE SECTION THAT SAYS 'FELLOW ODDBALLS'.





Yknow, today I was so tired after training I was thinking of all the things that was going on, photoshoot, today's consecutive pftpftpftpftpft meetings, coach, the matches that are coming, the shoot this sat, the fair, the sl and aikido and kendo I'd have to cancel just for the sat shoot, gun transportation, relief from SIP gone, rifle suit transportation and gong han test that I told myself maybe I don't need to think so much. Maybe I can just, for a bit, tell myself yeahmaybeidontgiveafuck.

So I went out of my way to the stadium to run. I went to the stadium after training. I just stretched a bit and ran like I never ran before. I ran 4km in 20 minutes, 5 seconds. I think and I think and now I think, I don't like running. I like the things that come with running. The de-stress, the ability to think that for just that period of time, nothing matters. When you're running, you can tell yourself that even if people change, things around you change, running doesn't ever change, and the joy running brings you doesn't change either. The track never changes. It's the same length, same shape, same colour, same place. The sounds never change. The rush of blood in you never changes. So what matters if nothing else does? It's the track and the pace and the breathing that matters. All the projects, the PTs, the work, the tests, the roles, the cca, the competition and, did I mention I'm in a breakdancing competition? Well yeah and then everything clambers onto me and I'm like dying from it all :D

I ran 4km straight like a crazy tracker out to get the world. Then I rested for 15 minutes. And then the rush of the wind, the sound of the track beneath soles, the crazy adrenaline rush is gone and I start to remember I just had a short training in school, have a shoot this sat, and then all the little things in between that's just gonna wear me out. And I don't want to think anymore. So I let my sight focus on an acsi tracker, and I just ran alongside him all the way for another 5 rounds until he stopped and then I was all alone running like a crazy tracker on my own again. Yeah. So I actually ran 6km today. That was a total of 15 rounds. And when I was done, I moved to the side and I lay(collapsed) veryvery still on the amphi steps at the stadium for a good 20 minutes before I decided I had done enough within an hour and I was going to go home and sleep early today. (but that's not very possible now. I realized I haven't done my eng hw)

I swaggered my way home with my heavy bag and aesthetics crap and I stopped by the park to look at turtles and I took this pic. I shan't explain. Pros would know.

And yeah I guess there are times when a good sinky isn't enough. If you don't know what a sinky is, you probably don't know me well enough. Or maybe you just forgot. Whichever. Yeah. And at these times, I think a run might just be enough.

-cheers,
muags

















I want to be Peter Pan. Then I can do this. All the time.













And this was seriously one of the best spy stuffs I've seen. There's always those lame ones. The Killers. All those wna-be spy stuff that end up extremely lame. Well, Mr and Mrs Smith was good. Really, it was.









I am scared.









8D I can pinky-promise I'll say this to someone if acsi wins the match.









Is that a shoe-bag or a hand-bag??













I bet you didn't know there are shops that only sell the left shoe. Or the right :P





































I think it's pretty clear I don't like Twilight. I don't like Stephanie Meyer. I don't even like Edward or Lautner.

;i hate twilight

























And sometimes I wonder if people actually remember these bands, because these were all I listened to when I was a tiny brat. And I hope the future and current tiny brats actually have enough sense to listen to these.









I really, really, truly love classics. And Pride and Prejudice is one I'll never get over.



























"I’m a big fan of being in the dark and then trying to find the light. That was more poetic than I thought it was gonna be, I apologise."
— Elizabeth Mitchell



"What is family? They were the people who claimed you. In good, in bad, in parts or in whole, they were the ones who showed up, who stayed in there, regardless. It wasn’t just about blood relations or shared chromosomes, but something wider, bigger. We had many families over time. Our family of origin, the family we created, and the groups you moved through while all of this was happening: friends, lovers, sometimes even strangers. None of them perfect, and we couldn’t expect them to be. You can’t make any one person your world. The trick was to take what each could give you and build your world from it."
— Sarah Dessen



"It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace."
— Chuck Palahniuk

And this is why I don't ever get sick of Chuck Palahniuk's intelligence. He has too much of it.







And when you rifle with incredulity and your brain whirls in a fit, the words 'Does not compute! Does not compute!' will resonate within your skull and then you'll wonder if the world is insane.



Here it is.

day 1 — your closest friends
The few people I'm usually with, the ones who know me a lot more, yeah those are my closest friends. A lot of people, but mainly those I stuck with these few years.

There's the funny Family, and a few who kinda joined in along the way. ((=



day 2 — your favourite drinks, food
I'm not picky about food. I eat practically anything. Favourite drink? Idk. Apple juice? Oreos with milk? Okay yeah something like that. I don't drink carbonated drinks. Maybe an occasional root beer float, sure.



day 3 — your cousins
Okay I don't know my cousins very well because I've practically none in Singapore. They're either in Taiwan or in Indonesia or at an awesome school in the states or something pshhh.



day 4 — someone you ought to thank
There's a lot of people I ought to thank. But I think for now, it's the guy who got me to actually start using my phone. Before the deal, I almost never used my phone. Then the messages came in and haha I'm pretty sure if I hadn't made that deal, I'd prolly use my phone on a frequency range of thrice a year. :D thanks.



day 5 — your deepest, darkest fear
Idk man. What about just normal stuff I'm scared of? I'm scared of horror movies. I like watching horror movies simply for the thrill of it but truly, it freaks me out every single time. And when someone told me about Freddy in the dead of the night like close to 1am(no, not the real Freddy Quek), I looked behind my back an awful lot of times



day 6 — forever
What about forever?? No I don't want to live forever, that's just freaky. I'm not Edward.



day 7 — a picture
what picture??



day 8 — a colour
Cyan. I like Cyan.



day 9 — your favourite brands (shoes, bags, clothes, pens, computers etc)
Mm okay I'm not good with brands so...
Shoes: Nike. Nike ftw. I wear Adidas to school though o.O And recently I have started liking Converse shoes. This is called shoe-appreciation.
Bags: Idk man. School bag or what? Mine's a Victorinox.
Clothes: Idk. I don't like shopping.
Pens: I like Black 0.38 Uni-ball Signo!
Computers: Mm. Acer. Although I know for a fact Asus is better. It just isn't that popular. Yet.



day 10 — what about school
lol yeah...what about school? I don't hate school. School is in fact kinda fun. But the work and exams and stress that comes along with it, not fun.



day 11 — a sport
Running! I like running. I like running a lot. I like hearing the wind rush past, the track beneath track shoes, and the steady thrumming that doesn't go away. Okay I like ball games. A lot.

[acsirugbyftw]



day 12 — somewhere you want to go
Idk. Lotsa places I guess. I wna go to Taiwan again. I wna go to someone's house again!



day 13 — 3 wishes
Mm. This is cool. I wna do well for the shoot on Saturday. If I screw up, there'll be a hundred people who's gna laugh. I wna do well for the EYAs (8D i think i dont care much for this one...yet)And I want another gazibillion wishes. Then I wouldn't have to wish and wish for another wish after I've finished my 3 wishes. And I wna get into NUT.



day 14 — the craziest decision you ever made
Haha. I'm pretty certain of this. The craziest decision I made was to get as many black belts as possible. First was the Karate Black Belt. Then it was Taekwondo. But it was way too similar to Karate and I lost interest. So that was a blue. Haha a month more and I would have gotten the black belt! Then I had the craziest idea to join Aikido and now I'm at a blue belt with a hakama :DD (echo:hakamahakama) And well kendo is just offensive defensive there isn't any official grading so yeah. And one day, when I get a brown or black for Aikido, I'm gna take Capoeira. That, can kill.



day 15 — an interesting event
Semi-s this Friday? That's interesting. Shoot this Saturday? That's frightening D: Nanyang Fair? Yeah I'm gna meet lotsa people there.



day 16 — a regret
I've got a lot. But right now I can think of one. I wish I hadn't held back when I pwn-ed that retard in Taekwondo. He got a nasty bruise but I think I'd have preferred it if he ended up worse.



day 17 — someone really cute
I'm not gna say Askars. Or Quinto. Or even Ronaldo(8D). Haha I am reminded of a time when someone told me Kon was cute. And I agreed. Haha okay it was kinda lame bec someone was referring to another Kon but wtv.



day 18 — something you're anticipating
Anticipating? I'm anticipating the semi-s. I'm anticipating the shoot this Saturday. I'm worried to hell about that. I'm anticipating the Finals. I'm anticipating the fair. I'm anticipating lots of things actually, when I actually have a project due tmr xD



day 19 — something you cannot live without, tangible or intangible
So cheem. I'm not gna do this.



day 20 — first
First what?



day 21 — a book you just couldn't forget
There's a lot actually. The first few books I read were kinda lame like this spy series that was really popular and kinda new back then. Now it has...7 books or sth. Charlie Bone series, Lady Grace series, Dawn Unedrcover, Nikolai from the North(omg this is just damn awesome I wna read it again one day), City of Ember. Yeah those were the first English books I read. Ever. In my entire life.



day 22 — something that can be changed in a matter of seconds
A lot of things can be changed in a matter of seconds. But ahem, I shall try to be cheem. The heart can be changed in a matter of seconds. It's called a change of heart.



day 23 — your favourite animal
Idk. I like animals. A lot. HAHA THAT SOUNDS SO GAY! I like wolves. Wolves, Golden Retrievers, bears (Brother Bear!)




day 24 — your idol
My idol? I don't idolise people.



day 25 — the worst that could happen to you right now
Right now? Not much. The worst would be a thunderstorm on Friday and then the lightning alert goes off(someone should smash it) and the semi-s are off. Or maybe I break a rule during the shoot and get 10 marks deducted.



day 26 — your life
It's complicated. It's like chasing the stars. Without a star-catcher.



day 27 — someone you really click with
Haha okay. Ang brought this up a bit ago. And yeah. I think she's right. There are people who meet you for less than 3 months and then WHAM that's it you're awesome friends and you talk to one another pretty much. Yeah I guess there's a few of them who fit into that category. The most extreme being a guy which turns out pretty surprising.



day 28 — secrets
I'm listening to secrets by one republic right now. And after years and years, I never got over the cello. I like the sound of the cello. Songs with cello in it get to me real fast.



day 29 — a shape
WHAT SHAPE? I like stars. That's a shape...right? o.O



day 30 — you
Who's you? I use 'you' in a lot of my posts. And sometimes it means that one person and other times it just means, well, other people. And when I think of the

haha okay anticlimax I shall stop here.





I guess artists paint not because it is an imitation of life, but an attempt to capture life.



You're wrong. If you just stopped taking him at face-value like everyone else and just took time to really just look at him... ...

you'd be able to see the track of his tears.





O: where are the stars?